my body !

I want to have a slim body !
short and fat !

my body was fat and I want to slim as a normal body, not like this : ( I know this is excessive but this is reality!
I want high!
Dear god, give me a slim body please god, I'm very uncomfortable with a body like this : ( I don't believe in myself : ( please god.

tuhan yang maha pengasih dan maha penyayang dengarlah jerit hati hamba :')